This Is How I Find Her

This Is How I Find Her

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Sophie has always lived her life in the shadow of her mother's bipolar disorder: monitoring medication, making sure the rent is paid, rushing home after school instead of spending time with friends, and keeping secrets from everyone. But when a suicide attempt lands Sophie's mother in the hospital, Sophie no longer has to watch over her. She moves in with her aunt, uncle, and cousin--a family she's been estranged from for the past five years. Rolling her suitcase across town to her family's house is easy. What's harder is figuring out how to rebuild her life. And as her mother's release approaches and the old obligations loom, Sophie finds herself torn between her responsibilities toward her mother and her desire to live her own life, Sophie must decide what to do next.
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Product details

  • 12-17
  • Hardback | 272 pages
  • 148.08 x 216.41 x 23.62mm | 417.3g
  • Morton Grove, United States
  • English
  • 0807578770
  • 9780807578773
  • 1,691,053

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Sixteen-year-old Sophie has always had to look out for her bipolar mother, but when her mother is hospitalized, Sophie realizes she needs to live her own life.
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Review quote

"Sophie's voice is unflinchingly honest and convincing. Amy is the catalyst but the story is all Sophie's. She is astute and courageous, daring to effect a satisfying and compassionate resolution. A difficult topic made approachable by well-crafted writing." School Library Journal, September 1, 2013
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About Sara Polsky

Sara Polsky works as a journalist and has published poetry and short fiction in magazines like Strange Horizons and Beyond the Wainscot. She lives in New York City. This is her first book. Her website is
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460 ratings
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4 40% (183)
3 28% (127)
2 7% (31)
1 1% (4)
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