"We both knew it was up to him to lead. He took his time. The water nearly went cold. I'm not a patient person and neither do I sit in cold water for any man, even if he is one of the darkest and best looking I have ever seen. At last he stood up and gathered a vast white towel from the silver rails. "Come to Daddy," he said. "It's time for bed." I was home."
In 1982 Stella Black met an older man who she only referred to as ' Daddy.' He was the father figure she never had and the lover she always wanted - a role player who understood her sexual core. As they locked into an erotic drama involving transgressive desires and public exhibitionism, 'Daddy' and Stella escaped to a place where the sexual scenes of their inner lives were allowed to play out. Together, the forbidden was addressed and taboos were embraced, until the fantasy of a lost daughter could be realised and finally resolve her issues of abandonment known as the Electra complex.
For Stella this freedom meant breaking the bondage of sexual convention to embark on a fearless journey into the depths of her psyche. She found her inner Lolita and the result is the provocative drama of a young woman who dared to do it all. Based on her own story, this intensely erotic, humorous, and fascinating tale will caress hidden chords of desire and empathy in readers everywhere.show more