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    DescriptionI live in a world without magic or miracles. A place where there are no clairvoyants or shapeshifters, no angels or superhuman boys to save you. A place where people die and music disintegrates and things suck. I am pressed so hard against the earth by the weight of reality that some days I wonder how I am still able to lift my feet to walk. Former piano prodigy Nastya Kashnikov wants two things: to get through high school without anyone learning about her past and to make the boy who took everything from her-her identity, her spirit, her will to live-pay. All Josh Bennett wants is to be left alone, and everyone allows it because they all know his story: each person he loved was taken from his life until at seventeen years old there was no one left. When your name is synonymous with death, people tend to give you your space. Everyone except Nastya, a new girl in town who won't go away until she's insinuated herself into every aspect of his life. But the more he gets to know her, the more of a mystery she becomes. As their relationship intensifies and the unanswered questions begin to pile up, he starts to wonder if he will ever learn the secrets she's been hiding--or if he even wants to. The Sea of Tranquility is a rich, intense, and brilliantly imagined story about a lonely boy, an emotionally fragile girl, and the miracle of second chances. For fans of Perks of Being a Wallflower.


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  • review from Blkosiner's Book Blog5

    Brandi Kosiner (Brandi Breathes Books) This story is the master of suspense. It gives us lots of information about Natsya like she doesn't talk, and there is something wrong with her hand... and from the synopsis lets us know that she used to be a piano prodigy, and now she is trying to lay under the radar. But she attracts the attention of hot and charismatic Luke, and the mysterious and lofty Josh Bennett.
    She is sullen, depressed, and doesn't want to inflict herself on her parents, so she is living with her aunt who is a nurse and works nights. But we don't know exactly why she is like that. I wanted to know how she was murdered but is alive, who did it, what happened to her hand, and why she doesn't speak. But these answers are deliciously spread out. It is a suspense to find out little clues spread over time. She is such a fragile and strong character all at once. She had something beyond her control happen to her, and it has effected every aspect of her life, and it took the thing that she loved most. And while she is damaged, and puts up a front, she is still trying to heal. She is finding a way to make her new life work, and little by little she lets people in, and shows them the beautiful and wonderful person she can be--broken pieces and all.
    Although most of the book is in Natsya's point of view, we also get Josh's at crucial times and it gives invaluable insight, and also is a way to keep us in the dark a bit more with things.
    Josh has such a broken past, with so many around him dying. He feels alone but also doesn't want anyone to get too close because he thinks that God hates him and kills all that he loves. Because his past seems to show that. But he has such a good heart. You can see how much he cares for his best friend Drew, and it made me smile when I read their interactions.
    There is a lot of banter in this book, there is also quite a bit of language, but never to the point where it bothered me or seemed like it was there just to be there. It showed something about the characters, and it fit in with their personalities.
    The Sea of Tranquility is a dark and gritty book. It is for mature teens and adults only because these are some seriously damaged kids, and it comes out in their actions sometimes. It is a story of healing, forgiveness, getting and giving second chances. While it does feature some dysfunctional adults, there are also some that I loved. Drew's parents completely took me by surprise but I loved them. And Natsya's parents confused me at times, but I can see it come full circle in something I can understand from both points of view.
    The romance is a slow flame, building from wisps of smoke, and it was also so well done. As Josh slowly falls for Natsya, we get to see the more soft side of Natsya as well. I just loved watching them fall in love and try to protect the other from themselves.
    It isn't at a break neck pace but it is amazing still, you have to slow down and appreciate the character growth and the intricacies of the characters. Their pasts shaped them so much--how they think, how they live, how they interact with others. It is great to watch how they all give to each other and even when they are hurting each other, everyone is learning and helping them to be better people.
    The ending was amazing, and tied it all together and gave me not the ending I was expecting but something far better than I could imagine.

    Bottom Line: The Sea of Tranquility is beautifully written, deliciously suspenseful, and has a swoonworthy romance, one of my favorite contemporaries this year! by Brandi Kosiner (Brandi Breathes Books)

  • In some ways, The Sea of Tranquility is a stunning read...4

    Sam In some ways, The Sea of Tranquility is a stunning read. It effortlessly captures the quiet gloom of a sullen teenage girl whose only shield against the world is a self-inflicted vow of silence. Unlike Hannah Harrington's Speechless, which deals with a similar concept, the main character's narrative here is tinged with raw and genuine misery. This, to a degree, makes it more difficult to digest (certainly for someone like me), but there are moments of unexpected beauty throughout that make the ample helpings of angst feel just about bearable. While I am still of two minds about a few aspects of this story, as a whole, it had me more than thoroughly invested.

    The reasons for Nastya's silence are not revealed instantly. The mystery surrounding her past - one involving her left hand, a boy and some possible violence - is slowly and subtly unravelled as the book progresses. The author handles this incredibly well. Although its presence is mostly muted for the vast majority of the story (with the focus being on the romance) it is weaved back in at the most appropriate of moments, aptly stirring up the interest and curiosity needed to keep reading. In the meantime, our somewhat hostile main character is continuing life in auto-pilot mode, but now in a new town and with a new high school to get acquainted with. It's here where silent Nastya - whose questionable dress taste draws eyes like moths to a flame - meets the boy with his own human force-field. It's here where our tortured female lead meets Josh Bennett, the invisible furniture-crafter.

    It is one of those romances - the ones that have the ability to make your heart pound as much as they have the potential to exasperate. It's situations like this where my patience as a reader is woefully tested. One thing that feels very transparent from the start (or just from reading the book description, in fact) is that Josh and Nastya will undoubtedly get together. It's this assumption and/or fact that makes getting through parts of this (the very angst-filled and drama-driven parts) incredibly challenging after a while. The quiet, smouldering tension manages to be equal parts masterful and infuriating. Give me this book on a happy weekend and I will giddily drink it all up. Shove it on me first thing on a Monday and there's a good chance that I'll resent everything and everyone by the end of every chapter. Conflicting emotions, to say the least.

    This, to some extent, feeds into the characters. Nastya is a thorn. A pained and justifiably low-spirited thorn, but a thorn, nonetheless. She is, however, also quite loveable, despite the less-than-inviting outer image. The selective mutism is difficult to fully comprehend at first (it feels a tad theatrical initially), but Josh Bennett slowly falls in love with her, and, along the way, so do we. It's far more interesting seeing Nastya from Josh's perspective, which is one of the high points of the dual narrative. Josh's character, although a little more ambiguous, is instantly intriguing, as is best friend Drew, who conforms to as many clichés as he breaks. In fact, with Drew and Clay and several others, I was really quite impressed with Millay's control of the secondary characters here.

    The Sea of Tranquility probably isn't capable of leaving a substantial impression on me (actually, it hasn't), but I did struggle to turn away from this book when I was reading it (even when I wanted to). It impressed me when it needed to, which is good enough for now. I'd more than happily read more from Katja Millay in the future.

    Rating: 3.5 stars (though it's really more like 3.9 recurring) by Sam

  • The Sea of Tranquility5

    Charlie Oh wow. I cannot find the right words to describe this but saying that this is amazing is an understatement. It was raw and gripping and so goddamn emotional but still has the right mix of fun in between. Yes, it was heart breaking. Yes, it was a bit devastating. But no, it won't pull you behind the dark curtains of depression. It actually has this ability of making you hope and believe in second chances.

    I love how the author got me so intrigued the moment I started reading it. She made it like it was a puzzle and there were pieces to pick up as I read along. It made me want to read it so fast so I can finally understand Nastya and Josh's individual stories.

    Nastya, after suffering a traumatic incident changed everything about her. She keeps on keeping everyone away, even her family and stopped speaking. I love how her character was written. She was portrayed as tough and vulnerable at the same time while keeping both personalities tied to her and without confusing the readers. Her self-loathing wasn't irritating at all and she seem to keep that attractive personality despite her standoffish attitude towards others.

    Josh, after losing everyone in his life, responsibilities and attachments were the last thing on his mind. Although he still got people on his side by default when his best friend chose to stay, he was still alone. Like Nastya, he doesn't want people to stay in his life only to find them gone one day but deep inside, he also craves normalcy and permanence. Both scarred, he and Nastya found solace in each other.

    Drew, the best friend who acts like a jerk but actually isn't. I personally think that the meaning warrior fits him because of how he looks after his friend. He's undeniably loyal to his family and friends. Among all things, what I'm glad about Drew is not on how he treats his friends or how he hugged his sister, but the fact that he proved himself as nothing like what others say about him; like how other people see him. There was definitely more of him than he lets on.

    The other characters were also exceptional. It proves that no matter how small that certain character is, he/she has the ability to leave an impact and I think Millay did a good job on making everyone essential to the story. There might be some filler characters mentioned but it wasn't that much and it felt right for them to be there. It made the story real and tangible and not just revolve around the couple.

    I was used to couples where one of them is flawed and the other one has sort-of-issues but helps the other get over his/her **** and gets together. Here both of them were flawed and deeply scarred. Both of them has issues that won't go away for a long time and it seems perfect how both of them found each other.

    The only issue I had with the book is the scene between Aidan. I expected and need more from it. Maybe I wasn't convinced with his speech about what happened but it felt one-sided, abrupt and not-so believable.

    But Aidan-scene aside, this is exceptional, amazing, brilliant, genius and I would love to reread it again and again.


    *This copy was provided by the publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review. This did not influence my review in any way.* by Charlie

  • Unbelievable Debut Novel.5

    Lily Hey guys!

    Feel like reading a book that will just rip your heart out?

    This book will do it.

    Easily one of my favorite and most touching novels of the year so far, this story takes you on the personal journey of two very emotionally damaged people that find hope in each other. Though I finished reading it in February, I just can't stop thinking about it.

    Nastya obviously went through something quite traumatic in her past. She clearly does everything she can to push people away from her; make them thing things of her that are not truthful. Nastya does this purposely to keep everyone at arm's length.

    Josh tries to make himself a ghost within the crowds in his high-school's walls. He hides his face in the shadows of his hoodie. He builds an impenetrable wall around himself that no one thinks to penetrate.

    Except for Nastya.

    Josh gives her pause. She is curious about him. Maybe she sees the same loneliness she feels in herself. She is attracted to his darkness, like a moth would be to the light of a flame.

    A complicated and cautious friendship develops between them. And with each interaction, they both realize they need each other. A flutter of hope begins to unravel in each of their hearts - to dream, to hope that they will both feel normal again.

    A phenomenal debut that will undoubtedly touch your heart and soul way after you finish the last page, and read the last piercing sentence that made me weep. Even while writing this review, and remembering this story, I have tears in my eyes. This will be a novel that I will be sure to reread in the future. Probably more than once. by Lily

  • Okay story, but the pace was a too slow.3

    Sarah Elizabeth (Source: I received a digital copy of this book for free on a read-to-review basis. Thanks to Atria Books and Netgalley.)
    17-year-old Nastya has a secret. Once the 'Brighton Piano Girl' she now dresses in black, and doesn't speak - to anyone. Nobody at her new school knows why she's like this; she just is, and she refuses to tell anyone what happened to her to cause this drastic transformation.

    17-year-old Josh also has history. His entire family is dead, and the kids at school won't go near him because of the 'dead zone' surrounding him.

    Nastya is drawn to Josh though, and they slowly draw each other out of their respective shells.
    What has happened in Nastya's past though? Can Josh and Nastya be more than friends? And what surprises does the future hold in-store for them both?



    This book was okay, but the slow pace and constant waiting to find out what had happened frustrated me.

    Both Nastya and Josh are broken in this story, both have been through difficult stuff that they shouldn't have had to face at their age, and both have lived to tell the tale, even if they haven't survived whole.

    Nastya had lost her career, her passion, and her identity in an event that she doesn't want to talk about, and the reader doesn't find out about until really late on in the book. This waiting to find out what had happened drove me slightly nuts. We all know it was something monumental, we all know that it broke her both physically, mentally, and emotionally, but we don't know what it was. This continued until really late in the book, and the slow pace was tortuous. For me this book could have been half the length, and would have kept my attention much more than reading through unnecessary conversations and events.

    The romance between Josh and Nastya was nice, although again, very slow building. I liked that Nastya felt comfortable enough to talk to Josh when she wouldn't talk to anyone else, but I didn't like the way that they both hid their feelings for one another. I also didn't like the way that Josh carried on with his little 'friends-with-benefits' scheme that he had going on with another girl while he was falling for Nastya. Bad idea.

    I mainly read this book because so many people had told me how wonderful it was, but for me this was just alright. The slow pace was annoying, and I got really frustrated that we had no idea what had happened to Nastya, and it was taking so long to find out!

    Overall; I did enjoy this book, but the slow pace and constantly waiting to find out what had happened was a little annoying.
    7 out of 10. by Sarah Elizabeth

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    Wonderful read5

    Maryam H You know you're enjoying a read when you stay up until four in the morning to finish it. This was a beautiful story that I really couldn't bring myself to put down.



    From the very first page I was just captivated. Nastya drew me in and had me hooked straight away.I loved everything about her. The way she kept just enough to herself that I desperately wanted to find out her deepest secrets and the way she revealed just enough that I began to understand why she is the way she is. She was one of those characters that I cared enough about to be encouraging her on in my head to make the right decisions and when she didn't, to urge her to make up for her mistakes.



    Josh, on the other hand, was something else entirely. He said things that made my heart break and caused tears to immediately start collecting in my eyes. I wanted to give Josh a huge hug every time he appeared in the story. Both he and Nastya were beautifully written characters.



    The supporting characters were just as great. I think the story did revolve around Josh and Nastya more than anything but characters like Drew and Nastya's aunt just made it all the better. Drew was incredibly flawed but he knew it and Margot was the kind of no-nonsense aunt Nastya needed. Both Josh and Nastya seemed to depend on them to tell them where they're going wrong and to give them that all needed support.



    The plot itself was marvellous. It was the kind of book that readers can learn whatever lessons they want to take from it. It was the kind of plot that was completely geared towards the end - the intensity of the read towards the end of the book takes on a whole new light and I was just itching to find out what happens. To find out if I would be happy with it or if it would break my heart in the painful way not the sweet moment way.



    The ending was just heart melting even until the very last line. For me, this book reinforced my beliefs of never giving up when life knocks you down. It's not so much about starting again and having a fresh start because that means forgetting everything that's happened. It's more about learning from whatever you went through so that it makes you a better, stronger and healthier person. Turn it around so that you're made better for it. It's definitely not easy, but the alternative is even harder. by Maryam H

  • A heart wrenching story5

    Suzanne Finnegan The Sea of Tranquility was a heart wrenching, bitter-sweet story that stayed with me long after I finished reading.

    Nastya and Josh both have pasts that are marred by trauma and they are still broken as a result. Nastya can't bear being around her family at the moment, so she moves two hours away to live with her aunt and start her senior year, where no one knows her. On her first day, she spots Josh sitting alone in a crowded lunch area. It reminds her of someone with a force field keeping people away. But that's the way Josh likes it. And Nastya soon finds herself spending her lunch hour hiding away in the bathroom. But they seem to constantly get thrown together, until they reach a stage where Nastya can't seem to stay away from Josh and he can't seem to make her.

    Nastya, Josh and Josh's unlikely best friend, Drew, are the main characters here, with the book being written from the POV of both Nastya and Josh. Nastya has had something really bad happen to her and is still dealing with it on a daily basis, and she doesn't speak. She doesn't want to act like herself as she feels that the real her, died three years ago, so she has created a new persona for herself. Josh has lived through his own personal hell and now, everyone just leaves him to himself. And he likes it this way. Things happen to the people he gets close to. And Drew, the manwhore, always trying to get into the girls panties and dumping them afterwards. Himself and Nastya build an interesting relationship, to say the least. No love triangle though.

    While contemporary fiction is not my first love, this book just captured me with no release until I'd read the last line, and not even then. This book still invaded my thoughts for days afterwards. And with parts that made me want to cry, there were also times when I couldn't keep the smile from my face. Especially the last line. I closed the curtains on this book with an enormous grin.

    This review has been a long time coming as I read this book back in December, but writing this review, I want to read it again right now. One you should definitely pick up. by Suzanne Finnegan

  • Worth every second of my time5

    Alaiel Kreuz **This review contains a minor spoiler. You can keep reading, I'll make sure to mark it so you can choose to read it or not**

    If I could I would give each and everyone of you a copy of this amazing-heartbreaking-awesome book because it deserves to be treasured, it deserves to be known and because we all need to read a story like this.

    Nastya and Josh, the main characters, could be any one of us. It could be you, or me, or our best friend. And what happened to them could happen to the person you love the most. This is a book that will touch your heart because it holds truth.
    But ultimately it hold the most important thing too: Hope.

    From the very beginning, after reading the summary, I thought I might like this book. Nastya seemed strong but broken while Josh seemed forgotten and sad so I was intrigued. But I do was afraid of something: **spoiler** I've read a few books that portrayed rape as the trigger of the MC's rage and despair. And although I truly believe rape should be something we are not ashamed or afraid to speak of, I also think that people, girls and guys, can be broken in a thousand pieces for other reasons that are as valid as rape is. And I was afraid The Sea of Tranquility main plot would revolve around it too... gladly for me it speaks about it but it's not the main problem here, for which I'm grateful.**end spoiler**

    What I loved the most about this book were the characters: From Nastya who at the beginning doesn't speak to anyone and we see everything through her eyes and is just way too broken and desperate, to Drew who is a guy with way too much confidence and is the ultimate manwhore but hides a heart, and finally to Josh who has lost so many people so fast that he just doesn't want to put his heart out there so life can stomp on it again.

    But the dialogues are good and clever, and at times so funny that I found myself giggling or laughing so hard my cheeks were hurting.
    Another thing I liked was the change between POV that give us the right amount of insight into Nastya and Josh's mind. The transition between them was flawless and it felt right in every step.
    Also the romance, which develops perfectly well with no rushing and no insta-love, was so amazingly portrayed that I could feel their emotions all the time.

    As a bottom line all I can say is that a book that makes me care for the characters, that makes me want to hug them, help them and ultimately be their friends until the last day of my life is a book worth reading.
    And to the author, Ms. Millay: I know this was your debut novel and that you wrote it in pieces, every chapter in a different place and with pens and crayons but please, please, keep writing. I promise I will read everything you write always. by Alaiel Kreuz

  • A heartbreakingly beautiful character driven novel5

    Brittany Wow. Just wow. I don't even know how to start a review for this book because it totally blew me away. Before I first started, I wasn't really sure what I was getting myself into and I was a little unsure about the book. Yeah, that was totally wrong. I started reading and was immediately intrigued by Nastya's story. She's starting a new school in a new city with her aunt after what we know has been a tragic incident for her, but it takes Natsya a while to reveal to reader exactly what that was. I liked that we weren't given the whole story right away because I was so curious to see what had happened to her, what had caused her to shut down, what had taken all the joy out of her life.

    The character development is amazing. If I didn't know this was a work of fiction, I would have believed that these were real stories of real people. The amount of emotion that you feel from them is incredible and everything about the book just felt so real. As their hearts were breaking, my heart broke too. When they felt joy, I was excited for them! It was so great to see these characters evolve over the length of the novel and to really see how their interactions affected the course of their decisions and at the same time, how they struggled to prevent those feelings from affecting their decisions.

    The relationship that develops between Nastya and Josh just felt like it flowed so naturally. I guess normally you wouldn't expect two people so affected by tragedy to be the ideal people to fall in love, but then again, it makes perfect sense. They have an understanding right off the bat and when Nastya needs someone who won't ask questions, Josh is the perfect person to spend her time with because he's tired of questions himself. I loved that you could see the trust building between them, the relationship slowly developing instead of jumping into things all at once. It made me fall in love with the characters as they were falling in love with each other.

    Really, I could go on and on about what I loved about this book, but I don't feel like talking about it will do it justice, in all honesty. It's an experience that each reader needs to go through, to feel all the emotions as they figure out the book for themselves. I'd honestly recommend it to anyone (and I've already tried to force a few of my friends to stop reading what they're in the middle of to get a copy of this book and read it). It's quite the emotional roller coaster and there are some really painfully realistic scenes that the reader witnesses, but it's such an amazing journey. The Sea of Tranquility is something that you need to feel your way through, and you will do just that. So go read it!

    A HUGE thank you to Atria books for suggesting and approving this read for me via Netgalley. I am definitely purchasing the paperback book when it is released (which can't come soon enough). This was easily one of my favorite reads of 2012 and really, of all time. I will recommend this book to anyone and everyone. It's absolutely beautiful and incredibly well written. by Brittany

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